a plight to somewhere

well, it seems that as time moves without any intention of keeping us together, and it seems that we had to separate for the sake of time being...
this past few days had me bleed beyond imagination, all the time i am with you, i wish that butterflies doesnt really exist. the dreams about you have been uspeakable as i sleep at night. as I see you within the stars, i felt so weak i cant stand on my knees. i just want you to stay here beside me. i want to shout just to get your attention. i want to scream so you could hear my cries. but meekness gets a lot of me. silence takes my courage that roars above the skies that is never the same when i met you.
how i wish i could do something, fight for something and cry for someone, but tears are just stuck in my lacrimal duct, and eventhough it burst out it is no use, because you dont see it with the naked eye.
i want to say thank you for everthing, for giving me the second life i had never imagined and being my angel when i am in hell.
this post is irrelevant as of now. there is nothing i can do more to change history. i hope i can invent a tim machine just for you but its only an imagination, reality strikes harder as i want to live in my imagination...

...miz you...